I just want to shit on your life.
my friends cat had surgery and now he has no pants
when you see a bitch who don’t like you..
walking into class then seeing a sub
Well a lot has happened these past two weeks. Met up with my ex boyfriend, he surprised me at work with a bottle of perfume and also a kiss on the cheek. We were supposed to have coffee but I backed out, of course me being a chicken shit to fall in love again, which is why Im avoiding boys right now. I miss him. He was perfect. He wasn’t attractive (which I know all girls want.) he waited when I told him I wasn’t ready for my first kiss. He waited. ugh stab me someone I lost the best guy I ever had, he was the best boyfriend. I miss his smell, his warm hugs, his laugh, I miss how we would lay in bed and watch action movies and stay up till 6am and go for walks and just stay up and talk. I ended things because I thought he deserved much better, I was a depressed fuck, but he has someone better, someone whose worth his time, someone whose beautiful. I want him to walk through my door smiling because he was shy of my parents. I want him to come caress my cheek when he looks into my eyes. I want him, just him. having to tell my bestfriend this, made me look back at how much I miss him and all the crazy shit we did. Why am I so afraid to move on? I mean I ended things just so he can be happy but he was happy, I was happy. I guess I was paranoid that he was bored of me. I have all this urge to go up to his grandparents house just to see him and hold him before he leaves back home to his family and girlfriend. it’s makes me sad, I fucked up, I lost him. :(
You would think that teenagers would be the rudest customers when really it’s mostly old, middle-aged people.